Thanks guys and yes my mums been the same with drugs too,
I love my boyfriend so we've found away of remembering.
My mum was acting up to days ago because her best friend came down to see everyone.
Mum making out how worried she was and cared but my boyfriend made a few statements of truth while she was there and her friend didn't seem happy with her.
My mum even give me hugs kisses and stroking my hair while she was there and I'm thinking f**k off you fake.
I moved away doesn't feel nice coming from her.
When I was really ill and had to live with her for 3month so I could be watched to stop killing myself, all she cared about was the food that we were eating even thou Danny and I went food shopping a few times and gave what money we had towards food.
I use to clean the house for her every day because she made me feel so unwelcome and I lost 1st in weight because I was worried about eating her precious food.
The times in the passed when I was attacked by men she didn't be leave me, thought I was attention seeking and in some way was all my fault.
Yeah because a 7 year old would rather be attacked instead of playing dolls with her friends And to top it all she tells me it's her fault that some mad women has been bulling me all my life and yet my mum wont tell me why.
This man women's even had men after me betting me up.
The police wont help I've tried again and again.
Makes me sick that this is all my mums doing.
I could go on and on but I think you've got a better picture.
Going to start reading a knew book today down on the beach, take my mind off the G.E.D . . . . . . . . . Genetic Egg Donor
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xXx Love Angel xXx