King: Try this website. It is NIMH and will not try to "push"
you into some clinical trial for a new drug. It seems you
are desperate, so you might begin here. I am not too good
at this, but you cansimply go to your search engine and
type in "Depression".
http://www.nimh.nih.gov/healthinform...essionmenu.cfm
Depression-National Institute of Mental Health
Sherry