thanks xXx I should start using a dairy again this year too. haven't found 1 I like yet because I like small 1s I can cover Mmm . . . . I look for 1 today.
I am feeling better thank you honey but that's only because I cut my left arm to bits again on friday morning. It's been along time coming.
last week, I found out that my mum has been blaming me for stuff that only she could have done and I text my dad my new number only to get no reply that was over 2 weeks ago, so my mums been saying nasty's to him too.
My sister told my boyfriend that it's also my mums fault to why my dad doesn't even want to meet him.
My mum has been the cores of all the bad things in my life starting from when I was 4 years old. I remember everything she's done and yet she still wont stop and she knows how unstable I am. I hate her.
Loads of my family come along way to see us, all meet up at my mums and when I was there they didn't even talk to me and when I asked her about it she said she never said anything to them and that I was too sensitive.
I know she's lying because I know what she's like.
So all this as well as coping with life was just too much for my mind to cope with all at once, there for it went BANG again.
My arm was starting to look ok but I've done so much this time I'm going to have to cover it for months now.
I hate her, I hate her, I hate her. Ahhhh h h h h. . . . . Devil Bi**h
Sorry everyone,I just don't get people that just want to hurt you all the time.
xXx
