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Miki - I know I am tormented with this but.... I keep thinking what if she thought I was ignoring her those weeks when I was working 14-16hr days.... what if she had forgotten that I had found a job finally... and assumed I was just ignoring her those last few weeks.
I was just to tired to log on here or anywhere for that matter when I got home at night. I hope she knew that.
Then I got let go from that new job and I was depressed over being let go so soon after starting... I gave myself a few days to gather the nerve to log on here again...cuz I felt like a failure & I was emarrassed that I couldn't even hold a job for more than a few weeks.
Finally I did log on & I spoke with you and I looked for Cat.... then within a few days you told me to call you ASAP!!! The rest is history.
I will be ok eventually.... it just hurts to think maybe she thought I was ignoring her those last few weeks.
Love You All
PS....
I have found a new addiction > dunking oreo cookies in my coffee... OMG I have eaten 2 bags of Double Stuff Oreo's in less than a week. I have never done that before..... when I come on here this spring/summer complaining to you guys that my jeans and my shorts do not fit me anymore...PLEASE remind me of my Double Stuff Oreo week.....THANKX ((( HUGZ )))
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