[margo]

Lovelife - do you ever actually read people's replies to your posts? I've followed your threads for a while now and good people here are reaching out to you and offering kindness and good advice on how to move forward, but I never really see a response from you, just a new thread about a new crisis (but almost always around the same issue, i.e. people being mean to you). It's painfully obvious that you need to reevaluate whom you consider a friend. If these people do nothing but hurt you, DON'T COMMUNICATE WITH THEM. Nothing changes if nothing changes - like Cynay said, if you're looking to the outside to fix an inside job then you're setting yourself up for disappointment again and again. Start with YOU. Think of ONE thing that you can do FOR YOURSELF today to make YOU feel better. Start a new thread if you wish, but come back to it, read and absorb the replies. If you don't understand something, ask for clarification. But try to stick with one thread for a while and try your best to listen to what is being said. We do care, and would like to help you, but you have to make an effort to help yourself too.