[historyteach]

Hi, understhseas;

I'm sorry you are having such a difficult time.

Have you spoken to your doctor about the meds not helping? It's vitally important that we be rigorously honest with our health care provider. And it would probably help if you saw a counselor too. You have so much to deal with.

Keep posting and letting us know what your doc says and how you're doing. There is help.

Shalom!