| Wanting to give up
I'm getting to the point of feeling like just giving up and being this way for life. It's like no one wants to see me better. People say they want me to be myself and to be a better person, but how can I when the negativity is getting to be too much. I ask nicely not to be so negative and I try to explain what it does to me. Al I get from people on and offline is that I am only seeking attention. I'm so close to a break down. Worse then just crying. I have no appitite, I'm getting the same cold every 3 weeks now, I want to cry, and I just myself losing it. Is it so much to ask for those people who claim to be my friend to be thruthful bout where they stand, and to support and encourage me? It feels like I am in the wrong to ask those things. Everyone says they're my friend in messenager but they get on a message board where everyone is bashing me and they join in. I can't do this anymore. HELP ME!!!!
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