[sadness123]

Hey. Im a daughter of drug addict. My father is an addict. So I know what it is like. I no longer live with him. [Im 13.] I now live with his mother. My family is full of addicts and alchoolics. Outside of home we are to act perfect and like no one is an addict or alchoolic. It gets tireding. And sometimes I get just stressed out or upset or something and just break down and cry. I hate it though cause when I cry,I have to make something up because I cant just say my dad is an addict. My dad says he loves me, I know he does but sometimes he just doesnt act like. He left me and my mom for another girl and my mom went broke, so thats why I live here with my grandma. My grandma doesnt want us to live here but we have no where else to live. My dad has lost his rights, so by law he is no longer my dad. My mom still has her rights but we have visitation but she never shows up so I never get to see her. I like it when my dad is in jail cause it is the only time when I know he is not doing drugs and that I know that he is alive and not dead and not murdered. I live in fear that my dad will get murdered over a drug fight or something like that. Well I have to go to bed. Hope you guys enjoy reading my post and I hope my spelling isnt to bad, sorry about the spelling. thanks. good night.