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THANK YOU, MikiGlen ~ As I said, I feel like an intruder but also feel a stronger need to keep Christine's memory alive and her spirit with us always! I think I need help here, because I'm not doing well at all... It would be a great comfort to be able to share stories about Cat, as you all so lovingly call her, and I would love more than anything to do that. Right now I'm trying to deal with all else in life, including my brother who I've taken in who is an alcoholic, addict, and compulsive gambler (currently in an in-house rehab and 2 months clean and sober ~ I'm SO proud). If any of you have any questions you would like answered, please do not hesitate to ask. I promise to you that I will tell you all that I can regarding Christine's passing. I can only say, at this time, that Chad told me she "drank herself to death" when he called me last Friday. I'm pretty sure there was something in addition to that, but toxicology reports will not be back for 6-8 weeks, maybe longer : ( And.. is it really important? I don't know. I don't know anything right now. I just know that I will never see my beloved Christine again and the pain is almost unbearable. I keep calling her cell phone (voice message box full) JUST to hear her voice over and over and over... Is this normal? Again, I don't know... I would love, when I'm able to, to share some insight and stories about our friend, Cat. Where exactly do I go to do that? I ended up going to her name and clicking on that and just reading all her posts, yours in return, etc. Is that how I should continue? It seems there are so many different areas and I'm afraid I might miss something or go to the wrong (?) forum/post/thread, etc. Thanks for all your help and prayers. It is a tremendous gift to me!
Angel
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