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Wow Misti you are really cruising along girl. I can't believe your MOTIVATION. I can BARELY force myself to fill out job applications that have to be done online!! I have NO IDEA how you get it all done with the KIDS??????? Chance told me"you love that computer more than me!". Part of that is him just knowing how to manipulate though. You know I can really see how rough it is to be a only child. I am his entertainment.
You must be wonderful at multi tasking Misti! I got offered a job at the store about a half mile from my house, The trouble is the hours are till 12 at night. I am so close to my house though I am trying to figure out WHAT my otions are with Chance..he can walk to my work easy enough but after dark it is not the best neighborhood. He can't just hang out till midnite but I am wondering if he is capable of staying home alone. I KNOW it is not the best idea but I have to work and this is so near my house, Would not have to take the bus, Still trying to fugure out if there is anyone who can come over and hang here with him,,,,It would be perfect . It is a liquor store on one side but a nice little grocery on the other
I feel wiped out from this last week...I am GLAD I have my new roomie, You know just having someone else around keeps me from falling into depression..plus it helps me keep the house clean..I just don't do well alone in my own head. ANd it is not a romantic thing which makes it all the better! I already know how romantic works in this house!!
Misti you are probably the best mom I have ever know. I mean the genuine love you show your kids in taking cae of them. I never hear RESENTMENT..I used to feel alot of that towards Chance..Totally selfish and self centered but I am just being honest. That feeling has changed alot in recovery when I could see how it was just me trying to avoid RESPONSIBILITY as usual.
Well i am going to go make a new thread to tell everyone about the biggest miracle yet!!!
Love you misti girl..I am always here reading. I know I don't give you much attention sometimes, I really suck like that,,there is my self centered ness again!!
love north
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