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I am a 22 year old female who thought the worst was over with. I started using when i was in high school, would just drink and smoke, an sometimes take a pill or two. Problems came my freshman year in college when drugs began to control my life. i quickly got addicted to meth and K. One very random day about a year later i decided i needed to STOP, and so i did, alone. i continued to smoke sometimes and drink for the next 3 years.
It was not until recently, when my life started to fall apart a little that i realized i might not have rid myself of my addiction, but rather put it on hold. My craving have gotten intense and i ignored them. Yesterday i found myself in a scary familiar space on the verge of relapse. i turned to a friend of mine who is a recovering acoholic and he helped me through the difficult day. My willpower is fading and i am not in as much control as i think i am. I am an addict and until i get help i will contiue to be sick. i dont know where to turn and relize if i dont get help i will relapse. I want this all to stop. Buti dont know how? Please help! i am in the NYC area. thanks
Jayme
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