| Cravings
Hi all
Just got back from work and my head is full of food, want to binge but i know this is just a feeling and i don't have to react to it.
Just put pen to paper to see where it's coming from and hey ho, resentment and tiredness are at the root of it.
I am so grateful today that i have a blue print for life in the twelve steps, before recovery i reacted to everything by bingeing or purging. I'm sure i was born without the part in my brain that gives me the rules to life and am so glad i found the twelve steps. They give me the ability to live sanely in the world most of the time as long as i keep bring myself to them with willingness.
Today i turn my will over to HP and leave the results up to him, i put one foot in front of the other and do the next right thing.
So glad i found this site, its great to have somewhere to share when i can't get anyone on the phone. I am definetly adding this to my gratitude list tonight.
Love always
Biscuits
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