Originally Posted by
elsa 
I do not have the option of major withdrawal
Those who know me at all here know my first response was
"Option? Huh?"
But I see you seriously feel you need an easier way out. In my humble opinion, meds can be of great help while withdrawing. However, self-prescribing was a pitfall for me in the first days of my journey from opiates and I could easily have overdosed. Not something an 8 year old needs to see, huh?
Please, see a doctor.
Happy to not have shot my mouth off for once, I remain your humble servant,
Da Stagebear