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I too would like to take the time to welcome you to Sober Recovery. I have chased women since third grade. I wouldnt call it an obsession, but I was always highly attracted to the opposite sex.

At any rate as I found booze, women and sex I thought I had found the key to happiness. Unfortunately I hurt a great deal of people along the way. I was and am an alcoholic and have always tried to be somewhat controlling in my relationship, I think they call this "taking hostages".

Anyways I have been sober for 19 years this month, but I really have never really been that good in relationships, they have always been a challenge for me. I kinda have this bad habit of not letting myself become emotionally involved with partners or with my own children.

I dont really know what I am trying to say here, just that I used booze, drugs and sex to keep me from feeling my feelings. No wonder I never knew who I was.

Girl4Christ, thanks for posting, it would be great to hear back from you again soon. Mike