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acristicat · 02-10-2007, 10:03 PM

hello all -

i have been caught up in the web of cocaine addiction for nearly 2 monhs now.... I loved the comraderie I got here but i STILL felt so alone and in so much emotional pain I couldn't stand it. The holidays did me in.

I guess i am notas strong as other people. I tried, even had a couple of years of sobriety but the pain of the loss of my husband, house, baby boy is slowly killing me and I find that now I really don't care anymore. They will all be better off without me to worry about.

pity party? maybe. just cant do this anymore.

02-10-2007, 10:03 PM	#1 (permalink)
acristicat In Memory Of Join Date: Nov 2006 Location: Cape Cod, Mass Posts: 103	been caught up hello all - i have been caught up in the web of cocaine addiction for nearly 2 monhs now.... I loved the comraderie I got here but i STILL felt so alone and in so much emotional pain I couldn't stand it. The holidays did me in. I guess i am notas strong as other people. I tried, even had a couple of years of sobriety but the pain of the loss of my husband, house, baby boy is slowly killing me and I find that now I really don't care anymore. They will all be better off without me to worry about. pity party? maybe. just cant do this anymore.