Hi, Adore;
I'm sorry you're dealing with an unresponsive S/O. But, it's really great to see that you're ready and willing to tackle this demon head on. We're here for you.
Please remember, you cannot change another. YOu can only do what's best for you. In doing so, that may be the best thing for your relationship. Just look after your own best interests now... You deserve it!
Shalom!