| Non-supportive partners
Hi, new to this forum and just feeling cr#ppy after my boyfriend of 5 years tells me yesterday, sounds like you're going through emotional problems, let's talk when you're through it!
I've sort of had depression as my "base" and it rears its head off and on. Somehow I take charge and forcibly get through without true underlying healing...
This time, I'm willing and want to face myself. I need more than just a small change to solve this issue now, and i realize i have a lot of work to do to get help and get healthy.
But, it hurts to see that my significant other is abandoning me at this time. I am real angry at him and I pushed him away somewhat because I feel from the past that he does not really support me in this struggle...and he has never really wanted to acknowledge my struggle because I think he feels scared of the commitment it may take on his part to stick with me through this...I can't help feeling he is a coward and jerk for abandoning me though at a time like this...
Well, sorry to be a victim...Thanks for letting me share...
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