biggsj

I watched you die turning a man from a teen
Never able to grab hold in yourself of what others have seen
I've watched all your struggles both good and bad
But at the end of the day I'm the only one sad
I prayed and I wished, while waiting for the day
You'd be ready, want more to life and you'd say
That you're ready to change and you want a new life
But each day I wait I deal with the strife
Never knowing if you loved us and never knowing if you care
Cause not one day has gone where you chose to share
The heartbreak you're going through and how hard it must be
To truly deal with these demons never letting you see
What's on the other side and how great the dreams are
That you chose to push further
Away from afar
I had to set the limits since you couldn't on your own
And sadly since then I'm not sure you've grown
Though I want it and need it cause I can't breathe the air
I know it's your demon why you're never there.