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Barto and others,
It seems I have been posted on two related threads here, and getting them a little confused (go figure, 14 days with no sleep.) I believe I actually answered your above questions for me on the other thread, to which you are also currently posting...so, sorry.
But, I have good news...I just slept 4+ hours in a row for the first time in what seems like an eternity. I would have probably not even woke up then, but I was in a pool of enough sweat that it woke me up being cold. Had to towel off....grosssssss.
But now I know.....why I was writhing around on the concrete floor...
Barto, I just re-read some of your above posts and they made even more sense to me after a little sleep....still haven't got the quotes yet...but Jung was always somewhat over my head or at least on a different plane..
Hey, wait a minute, does ego mean "me, and my thoughts outward... (it's been twenty years since my last Psych class.) I remember there of three of these states, just can't remember the other two (ID is one) and which one is ego.... it's making more sense now.
By the way, never was too much of a fan of Froid. He did too much cocaine. I mean way too much cocaine...Did you know he had to have more than three operations on his nose to repair his septum (the tissue dividing left from right nostril.)
That cocaine is a burner! Glad there never was much of it around here in my days and it was too expensive anyway, ha. Must of been cheap in his day, heck, they're giving it away!
Now, my biggest question for you oh Barto one, how does one make such accurate cuts. I asked before on the other thread, but after 4 hours sleep and a little more rested brain, it has really hit me hard that I have to do this healing/quitting wean thang exactly right...
I am going to figure out my OWN exact withdrawal/weaning/taper schedule regiment based on guru Ashton's work. Then, present it to my dimwitted Doctors.
If she won't go along with it, she's Donald Trump fired!
Heck, I AM paying her, I can fire her! We ain't got no contract...
I am also a military Veteran, salute! And we have a good VA clinic about 38 miles from my little po-dunk town. I'll go there, they are used to seeing way worse than me!!!!!! They'll help me help myself and not give me the lecture: "You know you have to quit these."
I bowed up at her a little when they told me that today....heck, lady, what do you think I am in here today trying to do?????? Get my car fixed????
Why are we scared of Doctors anyway, like they are some kind of authority....
Heck, Doctor, I can read, and do math toooooo! Ha.
Oh yea, Windysan, you tell 'em man. These Benzo Withdrawal Blues are worse than a Jimi Hendrix 70s bad trip......
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