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I used to cut when I knew that I had hurt someone. Kinda like a reminder to not ever do that to someone again. I felt bad about hurting someone else & thought that by hurting myself, it would make it better. Thought that looking at the scars later would remind me not to make the same mistake again. It was more of an I don't like myself sort of thing. I was usually drunk or high when I actually did it. The last time was 6 years ago. I have since quit the alcohol & drugs. The thoughts still come when I get in the depressed mode, but have not done it. I pray myself through it.