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Originally Posted by kojac  Personally,I'd took advantage of a lots of people and family in the mist of my active addiction no matter how great the pain were; or no matter how much the threats;nor the many promises of what they feel they needed to do (putting me out). In my own stupidity I honestly believed that this might had been the ideal situation for me.....being ut in the streets. But the reality of it all didn't set in until I were in the streets;for real,for real on account of me simply not being " responsiable " and being accountable for the mess I hand made of my own self-seeking attitude and destructive behaviour. This then is when reality really sinked in for me.......The pain of drugging and making foolish decisions really came to its head. And, I realized it was time for me to deal with this wrecked and self prison life I'd made for " myself ". And it was only then that I were wholeheartly seeking, asking and willing to allow help to help me. I than understood even at the age of 46 that I didn't know what was best for me; and that I didn't honestly "know" how to live. So with my family "turning there backs" on me; and allowing God for to have His way with me was the best thing that have happened for me. So with this I pray God grant you wisdom......seloth@. tfs |
Hey man is Decatour Ga., anywhere near dalton Georgia? I'm moving to Cleveland Tn area (By Dalton Georgia) later this year and was just wondering if we would be neighbors?
Congrats on picking yourself up!! I respect you for that.