[AngelMagic7]

I'm feeling so low at the moment.
Yesterday I was going to end it all but my boyfriend new and kept a very close eye on me, which is the lest he could do after us having another argument in the evening from the morning along with everything else that went wrong yesterday. Just to much in the end. I going to ask my doctor for stronger antidepressants and for them to hurry the therapy because I'm feeling out of control again.

I still feel like cutting but I'm trying so hard not to. No sorry I need to relive some tension and pain.

I don't expect any replays and I'm not sure what to say if I get any as most people think it's a way to get attention, I'm just trying to get a load of my chest that's all.