[ladyofdreams]

hello,

I am a painkeler addict and was involved in a auto accident last friday which resulted in tickets for CDS in MV DWI and driving off the road..............................

I have been straight since and have been doing nothing but crying because of this

But I think my biggest problem is the Depression that has become un bearable due to the estrangement from my daughter..............

My ex husband who also has a drug problem but also suffers from a recurrent case of Ulcerative Colitis. She thought it best to stay with him since he may get sick at any time.

I left the home with nothing in 2001 and the divorce was final the beginning of Feb of 2003

When I left the home my daughter who is 20 now and very materialistic I started all over again using my crdit cards because my job was eliminated by my Company.

I paid many of her credit card debts and bills with of course my credit cards..

All her father has supplied is a roof over her head.

I need to find a phsycologist but more than that a pyschiatrist in

the
West Milford New Jersey area of New Jersey or
Greenwood Lake New York area of New York

Can anyone help I am becoming very depressed and afraid

Thank you so much