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gollywog · 01-12-2007, 06:49 PM

As anyone met a guy on line (yes, I'm marginally embarassed, so drop it), fell in love, drove 8hrs one way to visit him, every 3 weeks, taken off work...only to get 2 DUI's, within 2 weeks, there and back, 2 seperate trips, and then he breaks up with you, only 3 days after he told you he loves you...and the reason he split is b/c he told you he "wanted to know everything", so you trusted him, told him of your scetchy past, PAST mind you, and then he tells you over the phone that sex between you could never be meaningful (for me, that is) and he "wants to end it"? What the ****? If that's not enough to make you want to either, jump off a cliff, get drunk, and/or seriously consider NOT paying him back the $530 he spent to get you out of jail with the 1st DUI, I don't know what is.

OK, enough bitching. Seriously though...I'm sad, depressed, and ready to drink, smoke whatever. It's all I can do to keep positive...sometimes I want to say **** AA, **** RECOVERY, AND **** THE HAPPY MOTHER ****ERS WHO SEEM TO HAVE IT GOOD. But I don't..."I know life will get better...stay positive..."

**** it...does anyone hear me?

01-12-2007, 06:49 PM	#1 (permalink)
gollywog Member Join Date: Jan 2007 Location: Carrboro, NC Posts: 1	Never get pulled in WV.... As anyone met a guy on line (yes, I'm marginally embarassed, so drop it), fell in love, drove 8hrs one way to visit him, every 3 weeks, taken off work...only to get 2 DUI's, within 2 weeks, there and back, 2 seperate trips, and then he breaks up with you, only 3 days after he told you he loves you...and the reason he split is b/c he told you he "wanted to know everything", so you trusted him, told him of your scetchy past, PAST mind you, and then he tells you over the phone that sex between you could never be meaningful (for me, that is) and he "wants to end it"? What the **? If that's not enough to make you want to either, jump off a cliff, get drunk, and/or seriously consider NOT paying him back the $530 he spent to get you out of jail with the 1st DUI, I don't know what is. OK, enough bitching. Seriously though...I'm sad, depressed, and ready to drink, smoke whatever. It's all I can do to keep positive...sometimes I want to say AA, RECOVERY, AND THE HAPPY MOTHER ERS WHO SEEM TO HAVE IT GOOD. But I don't..."I know life will get better...stay positive..." ** it...does anyone hear me?