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thanks cynay- you know, i don't think i'd ever have ended the relationship either on my own- i wanted to be married- who cares if the living sitation was bad= so maybe it is a blessing that he ended it- over the years, i accepted less and less and became less and less=i cried my guts out yesterday, at one point last night i felt like killing myself- but today, i got up, raked the yard, put his stuff in boxes- he came over with his roommate and got a lot of his stuff- i can start to see the house as mine versus our house that he abandonned. he cried and said some stuff that didn't make sense to me about hpw i'm the one that talks about divorce/ending things, not him, how much he loves me- yet he is the one saying he wants muvh more distance, doesn't want a married relationship, and he has a new girlfriend. anyway, i will try to ease through it and not stuff it all down. thank you for your thoughts.
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