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well, when I first came back to the program I was an emotional holicaust
i did alot of crying and complaining and some appeared to me to be put off by this; both on SR and @ meetings
both places seem to be going the other direction
I think folks are seeing that I am serious about this life saving endeavor and that I am trying to ask for help wo whining or complaining and I am taking the advise that Im given
I still have my moments but they are becoming more managable and decreasing in number - thank god !
sometimes I wish she would be back in my life and others Im ecstatic to see her gone
dont get me wrong I still miss her deeply and now I am able to see that it may not have been the best thing since sliced bread
To me this is a sign that I am clearing the fog and seeing things for what they are
I appreciate you getting back on this one !
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