[LIL_Pebbles]

Hi,

I am also perplexed as why no-one other than Bonzo came on hre to post. I usually go to substance abuse Forum, anyway...I am a codie, and adddict, I have just been used by a family member, I am also a addict too, I need to learn that ppl in my life i can not control or really help, i am a sick person, one way is i thrive onhelping ppl, this person knew this and used me when no-ne would talk to her.

Best adivice? You may be addicted to your g/f and any charater defects she had, you may se that as your own? if so then it gets more rough, not downing you here, but this is what i have to do. Stop putting my energy in saving, trying to save lifes, when i am in much need and deserve to save my own, that means geting serious about all my addictions, put all way to rest, i have only me, no-one feels like I for the exception of other Codies your one, yeah it is rough, but there is light at the end of the tunnel when you wake up.