Hi Snd,
I was glad to hear that you´re feeling a bit better - at least you have taken the step to see a shrink and a neurologist. That´s great! I look forward to hear about your visit.
After that, you can start to tackle all the other stuff that depresses you. I have found that one bad thing leads to another, partly because my thinking gets all muddled and life overwhelms me.
I have also found that my Higher Power is working when I least expects it. And remember, feeling bad is often a sign that things will change - because you make the changes. We have a saying in France that God helps people who help themselves. I firmly believe that.
You´re right, God has not forgotten about you.
And I don´t believe for a moment you have no skills. It´s just hard to find them or find out what´s right for you when you´re depressed.
Love and light,