Hi and welcome

I do not think your a addict. Ask your doctor to taper you off the opiates, but you may be in pain from your surgerie? my b/f is still in pain after they operated on his L5 and another one, also his neck can not be touched. He is an addict and is on a contract, he takes Oxy cottin 40mgs SR
He became not just dependant, but liked the high, and is on Methadone Maint: very ugly...