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Thank you for the information. I have not drank much if at all during those years of heavy using, this month i have gotten #80 vicoden, I drank not daily, but was finding myself when i had the beer in the fridge to drink as soon as i woken up, for effect. I had choosen a beer, i dislike, i had thought by this that this would slow me down in drinking , how wrong i was. What I do love is Jhonny Black Lable str8 on ice. Guinesess Beer is what I do like too, I see that through-out my opiate addiction never and before that went heavy into booze AKA party person, I have gone to clubs without drinking, i am too out going, booze ehances that and i do not like the person i become, i tend to tell people my entire life story, not safe. I see now i have used the bber to escape while using opiates, ummm the vicoden i had found to be not near as strong, i take one percocete in the AM oral. the rest? I crushed it and sniffed it, like cocaine...the reason instant high, i could not obtain a high by oral use, yeah i am very sick...
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Alcoholism Opiate addict/dependant 4 years "Percocete"
Once I only thought of getting high, now I think: How am I going to get through this w/out going insane.
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