[Bozo]

I know the fear you are going through right now and I know the pain must be so frightening and unbearable. I personally believe there is no greater fear than the one of becoming a real human being.

I wished I could be there right now to hold you like a daughter/son? and let you know you are going to be alright.

You have a lot going on in your life right now so the first thing I am going to suggest is to "Keep It Simple." For now you must totally stay in the present moment and focus on yourself and your emotional wellbeing.

Dont be distracted by friends, family or world events. Keep the focus on yourself and if you do nothing else today, do one kind thing for yourself, even something as a long hot bath.

What you are going through is very scary and frightening, dont try to fix the whole problem at once, just take very small baby steps and address one issue at a time.

If you have faith at all in a power greater than this worldly earth, then I gently suggest you attempt to ask that power to guide you through your day and as to what the next step is you must take.

We dont know you, but we love you, and people at SR will always love you and try to be here to help you.

Please keep posting and let us know if you are ok..............Mike