 i am sooooo down
it seems like there is no way out
there are no options
there is no end to the pain
no I will not intentionally commit suicide - BUT if God would let me out - i'd go in a heartbeat! escape is only a breath away!
BAD marriage
bad health, no diagnosis
no way to support myself, no skills, nowhere to go
and all of my friends and family have abandonded me because all of the details of this thing i call my life are so horrific they are overwhelmed. i don't blame them. i'd leave too!
the isolation is hell
PLEASE, someone, anyone, talk to me!?
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