View Single Post
Old 12-15-2006, 11:18 PM
  # 14 (permalink)  
GlassPrisoner
Member
 
GlassPrisoner's Avatar
 
Join Date: Nov 2006
Location: Murrieta, Ca
Posts: 2,683
Working it right now. It's been less than 2 weeks since I started. I'm a little behind, but will finish soon.

I've discovered a couple of things while working this step.

1. I haven't been as victimized as I used to think when drinking. Yes, there are a couple of instances where I had no part, but in most of my resentments, I played a large part in the final outcome.

2. One of the hardest things about this step, for me, is reliving all of these experiences. Also, feeling the shame and guilt when I realize that a lot of this s**t (um, stuff, sorry) was my own damm fault. Can I have a resentment against me ?

I'll learn more as I finish this step. And, to be honest, I'm really looking forward to throwing all this trash out and moving on.
GlassPrisoner is offline