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I have had the same problem but it has been going on since 1988.
Here's my story......... In 1988 I became a supervisor for a Respiratory therapy department in a growing hospital. Well my boss turned out to be my mother in disguise. Nothing I did was ever good enough for him, I wasn't as nice, pretty or efficient as the 2nd shift supervisor. I was always lacking.
They have saidin therapy and in meetings that it is my old coping behaviors from my past that just don't work in my adualt life but by Lord for the life of me I still hate work. I drag myself in there but it doesn't excite or give me as much joy as it used to. I am so down and depressed most of the time especially at work that I don't know what to do, but luckily I am being able to make it.
I know that there is so much chaos and not enough good stuff going on in my life these days, and that doesn't help any. But I still seem to look for acceptance, love or approval in my work life and it sometimes just isn't there.
I don't know the answer to the question but I wish I did.
Lisa
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