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Juls,
THank you for your words of comfort. No, I am not very functional lately. I try to take a walk everyday but my Verbally abusive husband, who I do not live with anymore, calls me to harrase me a lot. Also, I have asked my brother who is an addict to leave but he still sleeps on my porch and in my car. It is very difficult for me not to feel sad and trapped in this house because I am afraid that my brother will steal my stuff. I have called police but before they get here he leaves. I know I need to take better care of myself and I am in my own 12 step program for friends and family of addicts. IT is just so darn dificult to turn my back on my addicted daughter and brother. I love them both so much and am afraid they will die. I will try to do something for myself each and every day like you suggested. Thanks for being there.
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