| Thanks for responding u 2
Ok, what I wrote did sound depressing but at the time I thought it was logical and clever. I mean how many times have we all heard a nature channel personality explain how the cruel death of an animal was the law of nature? I just applied the law to humans.
I wonder if my logic is the logic of an intelligent but profoundly disturbed individual. Why didn’t I see what you guys and my boyfriend saw? Why was I so quick to put humans on the level of animals without giving thought to the complications of the human mind? I fancy myself thoughtful but my thoughts have gotten more complicated and more confusing. I can’t clearly distinguish between right and wrong and that scares me.
I need therapy but part of me fears treatment. I’ve been sick for so long that I wonder who I’ll be without my illness? My eccentric behavior is my trademark so will treatment mean death to crazy cool me?
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