[Juls]

Poetica,

I actually can see the logic in your thinking, because I have thought the same way. However, animals and human beings do not follow the same laws. People do not have a built in self-destruct mechanism in order to thin out the population.

I do not believe that you were mmade that way by nature so you can die. When you were born you were a perfectly made human being. The pain and mental disorders came later.

Suffering is part of the human condition, and some of us suffer more than others. Children that live in areas where food and medical care are not readily available can suffer greatly, and die from starvation and illness, but that does not mean they were born for that to happen to them.

The world that we live in is far from perfect, and your suffering and sharing of that suffering can actually help another person going through the same thing. When you reach out like you have today you give someone the opportunity to reach back. It may not make your suffering easier, but you are not alone.

Please keep posting here and talking to us so we can help you.

Juls