Oh girl I hear ya with saying this Too Shall pass over and over...Funny you mentioned wishing the mania would hit!!~Not 5 minutes ago I was sitting here thinking..hmmmmm..I could take some ephedrine and maybe feel a little manic~get the house cleaned, etc etc...

I am not going to though, I get so mean on that stuff, I don't even want to be around me!!! Maybe you could try some relaxing and some meditation? I usually resist this too, C'mon just getting Tammie, don't shut your eyes and relax..GO! GO! GO!~~ Just driving myself insane, but when I do work on relaxing I find I have more energy, I hope your day gets better for you, I have you in my thoughts and prayers!!!
C'mon! I'll take ya to lunch~~
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Many Hugs and Hope too,
Tammie
"Think of all the beauty still left around you and BE HAPPY." ~Anne Frank~
"Things do not change, WE change."
~Henry David Thoreau~