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I've fallen asleep mid conversation with people on the phone at work as well as with friends. I too have slept in parking lots. BUt I simply can not get back to the pre--crossing of the line in the sand. It's like having sex. Once you have it, it's hard to go back to just kissing. I know these things are just awful but I also know tapering and going with less than my body needs simply sucks and can all be fixed very, very quickly and simply with a couple of little Xanax tabs. It only take a few--maybe 10-15 minutes for me to enter back into the land of "Whatever." The land where I float free and careless. SO, it's that place or the fight. I've been tossed into the ring by my new primary doctor and a therapist she referred me to but at this point, I think I'd still prefer to just be knocked out if you know what i'm saying.
Anyway, I am hours way from withdrawal symptoms kicking in.
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