thank you for your replies, by the way i am definitely a woman, was last time i checked anyway!
my mental health has been good for the past two years except sometime i get carried away taking my tablets and take too many like about 50
i still can hear my thoughts as if they were a voice and this feels totally normal to me
in the past ive had all sorts of delusions like being really important or having people after me but these seem to have quietened down since ive been on this injection. another thing is ive gained alot of weight which comes partly from doing nothing all day except sleep and watch the tele
i want to recover to the point where i can have a job and be productive
i was doing some volunteer work but that fell through
sometimes i have memories of things that i have not remembered before and im pretty sure are false
another thing is i am very suspicious of my partner who does his best to make me feel secure.
anyway its nice to hook up with other people especially across the atlantic so take care and ill write more soon
love
penny
