| Have I caused my own depression/bipolarism?
A year ago, I might not have been the happiest person ever, but I wasn't concerned.
But now, a year later and addicted to diphenhydramine (benadryl) and taking xanax irresponsibly for anxiety (probably an addiction as well, i take more than I am prescribed), I have been diagnosed as bipolar.
It really seems like I dug my own hole with the dryl, kind of manifesting a bipolar disorder. It really just seems like that, and the thought disturbs me.
It might seem kind of silly, and I didn't think that you could just force yourself to be anything, but I just can't seem to shake the thought that I did this to myself...
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