Trish,
No, no. Don't lash out; just keep reaching out.
I am sorry that I've been unable to keep up with you--I swear I haven't been ignoring you! It's just that you're all over the place. That's good, bad, I dunno. Probably good.
Yes. It's good that you're crying
out for help rather than keeping it in. I'm not up on all your current events yet I really can't apologize past saying I'm sorry I've been
unable to be.
As you know we ALL have problems, we all have our own drama. Lord knows I do.
I see you're half my age.

Geesh, thanks for
that reminder. LOL j/k - I sorta remember January 1986. I
do remember the summer of 1986, it was my "summer of '69"; the only good year I ever had with alcohol before turning into rabid alcoholic.
What I'm saying is you're young and you have sooo much time to sort things out. And you know what? You will, but I echo
historyteach: Get counselling with all this, it sounds like quite the load.

Between a laugh and tear,
John