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i have no clue what to do to get past some of the pain i ahve right now. my aunt who lives in SC has been diagnosed with bon cancer and pnuemonia on top of her already existsing lung cancer. my family has been getting more cirtical and things with friends. i'm not sure what to do. i've basically shut down and changed myself. here is what i mean this was posted in ym livejournal: "The new me is here now. The old Trish has died with the events of the past weeks and months. I am no longer miss nice or goody. I am going to live my life for me. You don’t like who I have become then **** off cause I am done being the nice person who everyone walks all over. If you care about then I’ll be nice to you, if not then you’re out of my life and I will be an ass to you, like you are to me. I am so sick of the world right now, but I know there are a few who care about me. The new me is going to be out for as long as it takes me to be myself again. I am out to find who I am so I am cutting out those who hurt me. Sorry ya’ll but I warned you all over a month ago this would happen."
i need help because i seriously don't know what to do, if this change is good or if i am just running form my problems.
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