| Relationships suck, i can't trust anymore!!
Hi
I'm feeling pretty lonely at the moment.
I'm on anti anxiety medication & that seems to stop me rom feeling so low & wanting to hurt myself.
I have dated girls that have messed me around, not contacted me, i get my hopes up & the vibes i get are all good & then no contact.
It just seems to follow on & on. It's not the girl i don't think, there can't be such coincidental situations, it must be me!
I'm a nice guy, i am also don't take ****, i'm no doormat, but each girl, the same happens, i see them, take them out, all goes well & then nothing!
I feel i'm destined to be alone forever. Ok, i have a fiew friends that i can only see in social bar situations, but i feel alone wth them!, because at the end of the night, they go home hand in hand & i'm alone.
I am ranting, i know, i just feel that everyone i meet does this & now i have a massive untrust with relationships.
I see so many happy people, looking lovingly at each other & happy & then i look at myself & feel so anxious & ****. My only friend that is reliable is my CPN & my councelor & my bottle of whiskey at the moment.
Gaz
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