[lilymae]

today is so different from yesterday i read wat i wrote yesterday and i dont believe a word and while a small part of me hopes its just tempary i another larger part tells me its not iknow this is just another day that i have to get through some how but i wonder how many more days can i take before its just to much and i must walk away ? how many more times will i stand up just to be knocked back down? how many more times will i survive the fight of my life,for my life? i dont know i geuss ill just have to wait and see thats really all i can do. thanks for listening once again
amanda