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angel08955 · 11-07-2006, 08:48 PM

not sure if this goes here or in newcommers so it's posted both places...sorry for trolling.

i'm losing it tonite cause of this: my dad said i don't know anything and if i said one more word he'd, then he stopped...he got pissed at me for saying that the ohio results couldn't be released yet cause of a county having extended poll hours. he said that is what eh hates bout me is that i never know what i'm talking about. it sucks. i can't even leave me room unless i wanna get put down and yelled at. he won't listen. i am sitting in my room bawling my eyes out and i am on the brink of just saying forget everything, my mom doesn't even say anything to him bout stopping. my own family doesn't care so why should i think anyone else does? My boyfriend had to witness me crying tonite. He called me and could tell I was upset so he came over and just held me and told me he loves me. He may be talking to his family to see if I can move in with them until things get better for me. Not to sure yet what to do. I'm just depressed right now. Thanks everyone for your support.

Update: I am never talking again to my parents cause they just shake their heads when I open my mouth. I said goodnight to them just now and they just ignored me and did not say goodnight. I don't know how much more I can take, but moving in with ym boyfriend's family may not be a good move either. I can't move out on my own due to money reasons cause i am still a student and need the insurance of my father. But i also know this is an unhealthy thing for me to be living in. HELP ME I'm affraid I won't last much longer.

The whole thing with me is I suffer from depression and certain things triger it and my family is one of them. I'm on Zoloft but even that isn't helping me right now. I am so close to losing me mind and my life it's not funny.

11-07-2006, 08:48 PM	#1 (permalink)
angel08955 Member Join Date: Oct 2006 Location: ohio Posts: 148	losing it not sure if this goes here or in newcommers so it's posted both places...sorry for trolling. i'm losing it tonite cause of this: my dad said i don't know anything and if i said one more word he'd, then he stopped...he got pissed at me for saying that the ohio results couldn't be released yet cause of a county having extended poll hours. he said that is what eh hates bout me is that i never know what i'm talking about. it sucks. i can't even leave me room unless i wanna get put down and yelled at. he won't listen. i am sitting in my room bawling my eyes out and i am on the brink of just saying forget everything, my mom doesn't even say anything to him bout stopping. my own family doesn't care so why should i think anyone else does? My boyfriend had to witness me crying tonite. He called me and could tell I was upset so he came over and just held me and told me he loves me. He may be talking to his family to see if I can move in with them until things get better for me. Not to sure yet what to do. I'm just depressed right now. Thanks everyone for your support. Update: I am never talking again to my parents cause they just shake their heads when I open my mouth. I said goodnight to them just now and they just ignored me and did not say goodnight. I don't know how much more I can take, but moving in with ym boyfriend's family may not be a good move either. I can't move out on my own due to money reasons cause i am still a student and need the insurance of my father. But i also know this is an unhealthy thing for me to be living in. HELP ME I'm affraid I won't last much longer. The whole thing with me is I suffer from depression and certain things triger it and my family is one of them. I'm on Zoloft but even that isn't helping me right now. I am so close to losing me mind and my life it's not funny.