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Old 11-07-2006, 07:58 AM   #6 (permalink)
eire rose
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I pm'd you before I saw this, hang in there.

I was feeling exactly the same way a few days ago, I thought nothing has changed since I got sober, and I was better off drinking, at least then I would relax and wouldn't feel everything so much........I am over it, it just passed, and thankfully I didn't drink.

I think we get to a breaking point where everything s*cks, and we can't take it anymore, I know I am so much more dramatic about hating sobriety and how wonderful the bar life was (if it really was I would still be doing it) anyway, just when I think I can't tolerate it for another minute, it shifts....and I am fine, a meeting helps and talking about it to another alcoholic too..

Love, Rose
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