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I'm glad I read this , I never have been to this forum. Your Sobriety date is my birthday. PLease call someone. Do you have a sponsor? A friend? Anyone ?
I like you get into my "rutts" Where it is unmanageable. I'm the codie not the alcoholic but I to get so depressed I think of taking my own life. I know it seems like there is nothing more that i can do or no where to turn. I STOP and make a listin my head of what I have and what i don't. What i have usually wins out. I cry and cry and cry. that helps too . It is okay to be weak if we reach out. Hell I'm so weak I cant lift me head sometimes. Please hang in there and make the right calls.
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