Something triggered my depression since last night before I went to bed. It wasn't so bad cause my ex just asked me to get out of his life for the millionth time so I'm use to leaving him alone. The thing that made my depression so bad was getting on myspace this morning and getting a note that he had posted something new, so I checked it out and he rubs it in my face about his girlfriend and all his other friends who are there for him and how happy he is with them all. I checked out her page cause I had left her a comment and he proceeded to leave her one saying I am an idiot. I then looked at her slide show and saw a new pic on there of how happy he is with her. It tears me appart to think that I never him that happy. I never did anything bad to him, yet he cheated on me. He admitted to this today too, he left me a message on Yahoo Messenager saying I was right that he did cheat, but he doesn't regret it. These just made me bawl and right now I dunno what to do. I have classes until 1145, then I have Physical Therapy at 1, so I won't be home til 3:30 or 4 depending how long I have to wait to get tickets when I get home. I need your guys' help so bad right now. I dunno what to do and the more I try not to think of it, the more I do.