PapaG wrote:
"...then something stirs in my head that says..well, maybe you'll be ok with a drink this time."
yeah. that's the disease 'talking'. That's what it does. Gets all this circular thinking going, so we get so distracted by it, we'll do almost anything to shut it up.
I wish I knew why it happened. I wish I knew why I get these symptomology things, (cravings, doubts, etc.) but others don't.
I have no answers.
None other than what I'm doing, anyhow.
Good posts!